FAKENESS MUCH?

What is it with everyone not being true to themselves and the people around them? I've tried constantly to keep away from the people that apparently "aren't fake" but for some reason, it seems like everyone is turning up being hella FAKE!! If you have a problem with someone then bring it up to them, don't say shit behind their backs and don't deny shit when it's brought up to you. You're just making youreself look hella dumb! If you want me to be a real friend, then start becoming one. I can't help you if you can't help yourself realize how fake you are. You can't fix a problem if you don't kknow that a problem exists.

Realization.....

A friend made me realize a few things about myself tonight. I've always told others, before they enter my life, that once you become a friend of mine, I'll give my life for you. I am one to always put the happiness of others before my own. I understand that I need to be happy too, but to me, happiness comes when I can see that others are happy. Sometimes my personality comes out so strong that I am mistaken for being a BITCH or for being controlling. This is not me at all. I care for everyone who walks into my life. Sometimes, I just care too much. Everyone is their own person. They can do as they please, but sometimes my opinion on some things like smoking and drinking can come off too strong where it can sound controlling. When I am angry, you can tell. When I'm driving, it's when I shut up and start to speed even faster than I already am. I don't talk and I give attitude, but I don't like to talk about it in public. I am perfectly fine with talking one on one about why I am angry, I just don't like it in front of people, even if we are to the side. Anyways, what I realized about myself is that I do get angry fast, but it's not over stupid reasons, well sometimes I over exaggerate. But over all, I care A LOT for my friends!!!! I love them like FAMILY and I would do anything for them. Whatever the time, whatever the occasion, my friends can always turn to me. I recently decided to take time to myself. I thought that my friends would understand and though they let me be, they still had their thoughts on the reasons why I shouldn't isolate myself. I'm not hard headed so I listen, but sometimes I just want to be left to do as I please. I know some of you may feel the same way. I just feel like although I care about the insights of others, sometimes I just want them to let me be....but in the end I know it's all out of love and I am grateful for all of my friends!!!! So my time of silence is almost over, however I don't know when I will be able to talk to everyone again....I'm gradually, one by one, talking to each one of my friends. Thanks again to all of my friends. I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! With all of my heart, and with this love, we will NEVER FALL APART!!! holla!!!

Sweet or Sour lemonade?

What's the point of falling for someone? It always ends up bad. They either break your heart, or tell you they just want to be friends. So why do we put ourselves in that situation? Isn't easier to give up and die alone? For some, this is the way their minds think, for others, they're more optimistic.....it may be cliche to say, "good things come to those who wait," but if we look at it as a cliche then that's when it becomes one. Waiting does not mean wait for a month, or a year; waiting takes time and patience. We must all learn that with life comes lemons, you either can make lemonade or squeezed that shit in the haters eyes, but either way, you're putting the lemons to use, right? The point is, we all go through rough times and we all have problems that we ask, why? But if we don't start forgetting about why the problem occured and start thinking about the solution, then we will be stuck in a paradox forever. My advice is not to keep your chin up, and not to look at the silver lining but to instead to just flip the page and start a new chapter. Every book has a bad chapter and every book can be rewritten, so take a pen and write it out, how you want it to end. Because no matter what your friends say, no matter what they think, you are living your life. We cannot give you any advice that you don't already know. In the end, it is up to you to find a happily ever after....

it's like walking on EGGSHELLS!!!

mmmkkkaaayyyy, here's the dealio, GREAT friendship does not come easy. I dont care what you say. How can we grow if we do not have a arguement once in a while. We cannot expect to learn in life if we do not take chances and risks!!! duh it's like common sense, dumdum. anyways, friends to me is like a second family. They are there for you when your family is not. Without friends who can you run to, who can you lean one, who will be the wind beneath your wings!!! ok too far, but yeah so before you act shady to a person, think to yourself if its worth losing a GOOD friendship over something so stupid. BTW, walking on eggshells would be stupid! so don't say it!

PRCRASTINATION!!!

With age, comes wisdom. We should all learn how to manage our time, right? But with age also comes new experiences, new people, and new connections are made. How can one connect if one cannot find the time to? Yes, we must make plenty of time for school and work, but all work and no play can make you go crazy!!!! After talking to my friends during mid-term season, I could tell that everyone was already stressing, but stress can kill....here's my advice, take a step back to breathe, gather your thoughts and then proceed. If you let it all get to you in the end then you'll fail your test!!! duh. So as mid-terms are ending, people are starting to party, however, finals is right around the corner. Don't forget that you get what you deserve, so I'm not saying not to study your ass off, but just do it moderatly, not all at once! because PROCRASTINATION can kill!

What's in a name

First blog.....I have a lot of relatives that are in relationships with a person of a different ethnicity, mainly Black. A lot of them talked about having kids and of course the issue of the baby's name comes up. Mostly all of them can agree that if they give the child a "ghetto" name then they will be judged by that. But my question if, "What is in a name?" It is just letters arranged together that labels you, but it does not define who you are. Who knows, maybe the next president will be Shaquandelyn Moriri Jackson!!! Who can say that a name makes who you are? WTH, if that were true then they would not let you change your name! DUH dum dum! Look at it now, our next president is Barack Obama! remember, if you look to the past then you're living in the past! Get over it, it's time for a change buddy....Get to it!